"My 19.............."

I have a crazy dream, one of a kind
The night I dreamt of salvation’s light
The lightness of youth is so hot
I’m heated even hotter in it, I never fall out

Tomorrow is coming, ready or not
I’m always there, the grandson of a writer who believed in dreams
If your body is weak, just train up your stamina
I fattened up my soul with meditation

Can’t take your eyes off the back mirror while you’re running
Those false eyes as if in defense, anymore
There were times when the youth I brought on for no reason became a poison, I’m sorry
At times, like those who come back even though it’s meaningless
Like beautiful women who walk around the empty streets

I don’t like it alone, the silent night is deep
Today, tomorrow, I run alone
Shine my light, memories from when I was younger
I was like that then, sitting by the stream

I don’t know the end anyway, plead to the full moon in the sky
That day where I had nowhere to lean, I walk so I won’t regret
I don’t know the end anyway, plead to the full moon in the sky
That day where I had nowhere to lean, I walk so I won’t regret

I’ll go higher than the t-o-p
An extraordinary mudslide
Even in the middle of an endless tunnel
I’m an owl with eyes wide open asking what’s the problem
I have family and people who like me so I have it all
Often words don’t seem to work, so I keep my mouth shut

My self is a huge backpack I’m carrying
Though it’s heavy, I can’t find a solution anyway
The question of questions sometimes makes me hurt
The overshadowing of overshadowing pinches my heart
At times, like those who come back even though it’s meaningless
Like beautiful women who walk around the empty streets

I don’t like it alone, the silent night is deep
Today, tomorrow, I run alone
Shine my light, memories from when I was younger
I was like that then, sitting by the stream

Because, because of what
I didn’t know the side glances, but because of me
Wander, still wandering the streets
Today and tomorrow, because of me, because, because, because
Because, because I still have time
I’m just thankful, I say what’s on my heart, all of it
Because, because, because of me

Nagareboshi ~Shooting Star~ Home Made Kazoku

Sora wo miagereba
Hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
Kono hoshi no hitotachi mitai ni
Samazama na hikari wo hanatte
Sou sou dakara boku mo
Hitokiwa kagayaite itain da
Me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
Nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

Koko wa itsumo no kouen
Yakei ga mieru
Suberidai no ue
Mukashi kara boku no tokutouseki
Nayami ga areba koko ni kurun desu
Ano koro no mama yume no tochuu de
Ima de kanaerarezu ni irun desu
Moshikashite koko ga mou shuuten
Nante yowane wo haite shimaisou na hi mo aru
Demo sono tabi ni omoidasu
Nagareboshi wo sagashite ano hoshizora
Chiisana koro no negaigoto wa
Ima mukashi mo kawaranai mama

Sora wo miagereba
Hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
Kono hoshi no hitotachi mitai ni
Samazama na hikari wo hanatte
Sou sou dakara boku mo
Hitokiwa kagayaite itain da
Me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
Nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

Yoru no kousha nakama to shinobikomi
Koe wo hisome kanaame yojinobori
Hiruma to chigau kao no guraundo wo se ni
Mezashita basho wa "puuru" to iu na no umi
Mizugi nante mon wa nai kara minna suppadaka
Dareka ga kisei wo hasshite tobikonda
Yoru no tobari ni hibiku mizushibuki
Ato ni tsuzuke to bakari ni minna, issai ni haitte
Sora miage pukapuka ukanda
Me no mae ni aru hoshi wo nagame ooku no yume katariatte
Sagashita ne ano nagareboshi

Sora wo miagereba
Hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
Kono hoshi no hitotachi mitai ni
Samazama na hikari wo hanatte
Sou sou dakara boku mo
Hitokiwa kagayaite itain da
Me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
Nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

Miageta sora ni musuu no hoshii
Ima mo mukashi mo kawaranai shi
Yume wa hate shinaku kuruoshikute
Ano hoshi no you ni sugoku mabushii

Hey! Sonna ni utsumuite bakari icha
Mieru mono mo mienaku naru kara
Sora miagete keep your head up!!
Hey! "Miageta sora ni ima, nani wo omou?"
Itsuka kirameku ano hoshi no you ni...
I wanna shine

Sora wo miagereba
Hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
Kono hoshi no hitotachi mitai ni
Samazama na hikari wo hanatte
Sou sou dakara boku mo
Hitokiwa kagayaite itain da
Me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
Nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

English

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

I’m in my usual park
I can see the night scenery
On the slide
That’s been my special seat for years
Whenever I’m worried about something, I come here
Just like then, I’m on my way to my dreams
But unable to fulfil them
“Maybe this is the end of the line”
There are days when I say weak things like that
But every time, I remember
That starry sky where I looked for a shooting star
The wish I made when I was little
Hasn’t changed even now

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

Hiding out in the schoolyard at night with my mates
We climbed the chain-link fence
The field seemed to have a different face than during the day
We headed for our sea called the pool
We didn’t have swimming trunks, so we were all stark naked
Someone jumped in with a strange yell
The splash echoed through the night
“After him!” Everyone else piled in
We floated gently, looking up at the sky
Looked at the stars in front of us, and talked about heaps of dreams
And looked for that shooting star

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

Looking up at the sky, there are countless stars
The same number now that there was years ago
My dreams are endless and crazy
Incredibly bright, like that star

Hey! If you keep hanging your head like that
You won’t even be able to see the things you can see
Look up at the sky, keep your head up!!
Hey! “What do you think of the sky you see?”
Someday, like that shining star…
I wanna shine

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

NB : ga tau kenapa lagi senang dengerin OST Naruto :D

naik naik pake ambulance, serem serem sekali......

Annyeonghaseyo yorobun (^0^)//

Gimana kabar nya?baik?alhamdulillah....(ngomong sendiri kebiasaan jelek)

Hayo yang ngerayain palentin sapa???kalo besok maulid nabi baru ngerayain hehehe~ abis nya dari kemarin di sms-in sama kakak yang di jakarta kalo ga usah ikutan palentin-palentinan (jiahh emang masih anak abg alias anak beken gitu eh salah yah) trus belum lagi sms dari salah satu owner dari perusahaan kantor ku yang bilang gitu juga.

Awalnya agak kaget kalo dr. M, SpA bakal sms buat ngingatin via sms (padahal kirim to all number gitu) kirain sapa yang sms pagi2. Yah emang dr. M, SpA seorang HRD yang TOP BGT deh ^^b selalu memperhatiin karyawan nya dengan baik (well aku ngeliat di sisi yang baik nya). Sampe2 merintahin ke aku kalo mau pergi ke bank itu pake
ambulance aja. Well ini dia pokok bahasan kita buat malam ini....................

Terus terang aku agak ngeri juga kalo masuk ambulance. Apalagi ambulance yang udah ngebawa jenazah kemana2. Iiiiihhh serem banget!!! Sebenarnya udah dari dulu pak direktur nyuruh pake ambulance. Aku nya aja yang mooh. Bayangin aja kalo ada penampakan yang ga aku harapin. Yasalam enggak banget la T.T

Tapi ini mesti aku jalanin. Karena udah perintah dari pak direktur via dr. P, SpOG sama dr. M, SpA. Gimana mau nolak nya kalo udah 3 jenderal besar di kantor ngomong gitu. Bisa2 aku di bilang keras kepala atau DIPECAT (jeng jeng jeng hehehe ga segitu nya kaleee). Awalnya deg-degan juga hahaha kayak apa gitu tapi dalam ati asli tengsin banget!! Aku dan supir ambulance pergi ke bank pake ya ambulance lah. Untung ga di idupin tu sirine kekekeke~

Yah pede-pede aja la. Wong itu inventaris kantor juga. Bu apoteker aja pake ambulance buat beli obat so kenapa aku ga boleh?betol ga???

Bisa di bilang ini kali pertama aku naik ambulance untuk keperluan financial hahaha agak ironis emang. Masa’ ke bank pake ambulance?lucu lucu lucu...... ah semoga kantor ku bisa nyediain mobil operasional untuk aku coz males banget kalo ada julukan ‘Nyonya’ (yang buat pasti strees abis..) so bearti aku harus manggil lo ‘kacung’?gitu??ah dasar orang tua sirik banget liat yang muda berjaya jiahahahahaha :DDDDDDDD

Wokeh. That’s all folks and happy vacation day v^0^v

Kepengen Ngilang *TING*

안녕하십니까 ( Annyeong hasimnika ) :D

오래만이에요 ( oraemaniyeyo ) *hasil belajar via blog nya ajossi taz ^^v

Hari ini kota jambi panas banget yah coz tadi aku lagi jadi single fighter gitu pake motor huahahaha (untung bukan jadi kesatria baja hitam :p). Dari bank mandiri cabang soetomo trus lanjut ke kantor pos buat bayar PDAM (gila nih PDAM, kok muahal banget yak. Padahal sering mati!!!)

Saat aku di bank tadi, hal pertama yang ditanyain sama pihak bank nya adalah “Mama nya mana??” Busett di kira aku anak TK yang baru masuk apa (status di twitter =__=’’). So pasti ni muka jadi tengsin banget la. Lagian salut juga buat mama, kok bisa populer ketimbang sama anak nya kekeke~

Hal yang paling menjekolkan adalah menunggu traksaksi yang aku ajukan ke pihak teller nya. Oughh bisa ‘belumut’ nih!!! Alasan nya sih karena pake PPN gitu sekarang (yasalammm dimana-mana pajak merajalela yak).

Sebenarnya hari ini moody banget!! Banyak yang nyariin akibat bukan perbuatan aku sendiri. Hadeuhh kesian anak mu ini ma. Di tinggal mama ke jakarta kok banyak trouble gini sih. Kepengen ngilang buat beberapa hari (status twitter juga ) tapi apala daya pasti pak direktur nyariin hufttt.... Iseng tadi di atas motor ngomong gini “hidup ini ga gampang wahai anak muda” hahaha sok bijak banget ngomong dengan diri sendiri. Kalo di tanya capek atau enggak nya yah capek la tapi tanggungjawab nya itu lho. Malah tadi pagi kena sindrom ‘abstark kata’ dengan pak pang (asli gondok banget!!!kayak 2% aja otak ku ini)

Alhasil cuek nya kumat. Yang nelpon aku cuekin kecuali pihak bank yang udah janji duluan dengan aku. Maap deh buat yang di reject atau di semprot (mianhe kata orang korea mah huehehehe)

Yak that’s all folks.....

또 만나요 ( ddo mannayo )

NB : eh kapan2 aku ceritain soal ‘human error’ yang terjadi terhadap dua bank (beeee.......)

kalo ga mau ketemu.....yowesss laaa....

Selamat malam sanak saudara ^^ (kalo english nya sih night folks)
Di awal februari ini pasti banyak banget harapan yang bakal kita ingin kan. Februari gitu lho! (agal.com)
Yak cukup basa basi nya (ntar emang basi banget jadi nya), hari ini aku akan nyeritain kejadian yang menegangkan (jeng...jeng...jeng...jeng). ah ga ah ntar kalo nyeritain yang menegangkan pasti blog nya ga asik banget kekeke-
Oia pernah dengar kan kalimat yang kayak gini  kami di pertemukan di waktu dan tempat yang tidak tepat. Nah mari kita membahas hal tersebut (ini gara2 ngebahas dengan sodara ku yang baru datang dari padang)
Kalo orang ketemu di waktu dan tempat yang tidak tepat, trus yang tepat dimana kah?apa mesti buat janji dulu?atau kita menjadi makhluk tunggal yang ga bakalan ketemu dengan sesama nya?kadang tuhan membuat suatu perencanaan dimana hikmah dari perencanaan tersebut dapat di ambil oleh makhluk nya (duh...mulai serius nih). Coba bayangin kalo aku ga ketemu dengan si uron (kucing ku) pasti aku bakalan ga bisa ngilangin phobia terhadap kucing kecil hahaha.......
Kata lirik lagu sih gini ‘baru aku tau cinta itu apa setelah kau hapus cinta ku’ allllllaaaa ini apa lagi (gini nih kalo ngedengerin lagu yang itu-itu aja. Pasti kebawa sampe rumah)
Atau kita balik gini. Kalo kamu ga ketemu dengan aku, kamu ga bakalan tau kalo apa yang kamu lakuin itu salah. Well how ‘bout that one?agreee????
Kadang sebel juga kalo denger kalimat yang oughhh it makes me feel sick.................
Imagine when poeple can choose who’s someone he/she wants to meet ^0^ woooo enak banget idup lo!!!!kalo gitu aku milih ketemu Lee Donghae, Rain, Lee Seung Gi (koreamanic :p) and i don’t wanna meet people who’s stupid ass holl or people always wants some money in their life. Yaks!! It’s so shame (huft mohon di maapin karena melenceng. Maklum sindrom awal bulan >:0)
Well folks, siapa pun itu biarpun baik, buruk, aneh, menakutkan (hahaha) hadapi aja (sesuai lagu ‘hadapi dengan senyuman’). Anggap itu ujian dari tuhan hohoho v^^
Kata2 yang paling aku suka ‘Let it flow’

NB : ga tau kenapa aku posting ni tulisan ckckckck keadaan lagi ngehang gara2 ketemu sodara sepupu. Oia oleh2 nya mana nih???? *triak* ‘uiiii inang!!oleh2 ku mana????’